My healing journey in Bali of the last 6 months has been enlightening, expansive & a potent reminder that the body talks to us. The body says NO. No surprise that the revolutionary Gabor Mate, MD the leading voice on how trauma affects the body/mind/soul connection...new book is When the Body Says NO.

 

It reminds me of a painting I did about 10 years ago…, 'NO! I will not carry your pain.'  It was in reference to the many people I was programmed to carry pain for as part of a trauma bond, our karmic relationship agreement. The body was saying NO and it was my job to listen & act accordingly.

 

With regards to toxic relationships, trapped emotional trauma, toxins in the body, our own toxic thoughts & behaviors that are self-destructive, we have roll to play, always. We must starve the system, the dynamic, the virus, the parasitic relational ways that WE have perpetuated for centuries.

 

What this detox has taught me again is…. we must clean, purify our body temples and our habits (food choices, water, health) we must honor our anger & rage (NO! Is a clear statement & needs no justification), its a messenger. Purify our hearts.  It is simple an clear. Anger tells us where we need to honor our boundaries, where a boundary may have been crossed and/or where we may need surrender to what we can not control.

 

For me, when I sat with my rashes & the allergetic response, the fire literally burning deep within my hands and arms, like a poison through my veins, it had many layers and many voices…

 

💥 No! Not in my body, my earth, my children.

We are poisoning & polluting our bodies, our minds, our soul’s our hearts with toxins in our food systems, healthcare systems, & water/soil systems. This is unsustainable.

 

 💥Rage at how we as a humanity have allowed this to perpetuate.

 

How the imbalance of a narcissistic healthcare systems have failed us, gaslighting our experiences, saying its all in our head, perpetuating distrust in our body knowing and our connection to inner authority & slavery to a toxic system

 

💥 Where are the empowered Fathers to protect us?

 

💥Where are the empowered Mothers Speaking UP about the needs of the children & to Nurture the sick separation that WE have created with The Great Mother, who, like OUR BODIES is ERUPTING with a sacred NO!

 

💥 The death of a spiritual belief that we must 'always be at peace' keeps us silent and separated and emotionally disempowered.

 

💥 The Great Mother who, like OUR BODIES is ERUPTING in sacred rage, saying ‘NO, NO MORE, NOT ON MY WATCH.

 

I will not carry your pain.’

 

💥 No at this sacred feminine talking through me, alarming the troops that we will kill ourselves (and each other) if we continue to pollute our planet and surrender our wellbeing and knowing and health to an outside authority and a corrupt and polluted lifestyle.

 

It is time for us to alchemize this pain, multidimensional in its affects and orientation and clear, transmute and evolve it so we may reclaim our true health, wealth and wellbeing as a humanity and as a planet.

 

No more denial. No more distractions. WE need your courage.

 

We must honor the truth and the pain and trust its message for us.

For me, knowing I have toxic levels of mercury in my system (see previous posts for my story on IG) it is no surprising that Mercury in astrologic symbology is the messenger.

 

What is its message for us? What it is telling us, communicating to us.

Mercury and other metals in toxic levels is poison. We have been poisoned and while the rage I also felt was the truth that this was not our choice, our fault or decision, it is an evolutionary opportunity and responsibility to do something about.

Wouldn’t you say?

 

When we sit with the pain, it has a message for us for realignment. We must feel it to heal it and to evolve beyond the past.

 

Two ways to join me,

 

1+ The Recalibrate Retreat in Bali a detox of the mental, emotional, physical and spiritual bodies, supported in a solid coaching framework, here in Bali.

 

2+ The Creative Sovereign + The Money & Miracles Challenge, 1:1 mentoring + group work, makes the dream work. Two of my favorite offerings bundled into 1, and 1 price, for you to receive 12 weeks the depth of personal intimate accountability, structure, support as well as a group game to implement and have fun while rocking your creations with both money and miracles.

 

Will you join me? Email to apply, melissa@firetreestudios.com if your ready for inspired, creative action