I was talking with this young yogi - artist in Bali visiting from Colorado. She was blissfully in Bali for awhile and living off of trading stocks. We talked about doing some work together. She was interested in the karmic release and ancestral work and really going for her soul’s mission and calling…and her resistance showed up
something like this:
‘I don’t know …I mean all the women and yogi’s I know are either living off their husbands or they are hustling...’
I chuckled, uhuh.
Both don’t feel free to you do they?
‘Ummm no they don’t.‘
And why is that?
‘Because both feel like a trap and a co+dependence. Like I am chained to either one for happiness.’
Yep.
Soooo, so that is what is keeping you stuck?
‘Yes. I guess so...’
Because neither options feels good to you?
‘No they don’t.’
What you need is a shift in perspective. A little alchemy!
Lets turn your fear into gold, shall we?
Could your resistance to the ‘hustle’ be around the responsibility required to create and be seen, the vulnerability to really express yourself and your values, your unique voice, your creativity – your gifts...truly being seen?
For you as you.
Silence.
‘Ohhhhhh maybe. Yeah….because if I really went for it and backed myself…’
Yeah!
What if you fail? Or what if you succeed? Or perhaps experience entrepreneurship which is guaranteed to be a little of both. (And there is no failure of your committed to growth, because it all becomes a lesson needed to fulfill your divine purpose)
Either way, you decide to follow your heart. Your dream to put yourself out there.
PS. The main reason you aren’t going for it is that you don’t trust yourself and
1) You have a wound around the masculine/feminine polarity.
Vulnerability in action. It shows up in a deep fear of rejection (where you are actually projecting your rejection of yourself, onto the future –that hasn’t happened yet—and in seeking this validation outside of you, rejecting yourself. This is a lose lose scenario and it’s rooted in scarcity. Not enoughness. And it’s a universal human
wound. We all must chose to evolve out of. Or not.
If you weren’t looking for validation in something outside of you, trust me. You will not care. You are lit up and alive because your doing it! Being it! Living it into real. Your an active and alive creative process. Living in the flesh.
Also there is a rejection of money for your value. People who honor themselves and their gifts (especially their spiritual creative gifts, have learned that to give their best they also deserve and need to be supported, there needs to be a equitable energetic exchange. Those who reject this notion are usually not honoring themselves and
it is actually their resistance to taking action (masculine principle) in their own path of the heart (feminine principle).
Fret not if this is you! It is a natural initiation and I will be honest and say that I consciously have to work at this one —especially as a trail blazer with creative transformation and my unique approach--- even though I have been an entrepreneur for almost 13 years now. Because I am so deeply committed to evolving and growing and
creating. I am always on my cutting edge and every level up and out , it comes up again. Another devil. Another layer.
Learning how to value and sell your work, your soul’s work or believing in yourself, is essential to your wellbeing and success---you have to be so rooted in your own self love and approval. You have to value your heart and your creative offering more than anyone.
If you don’t how can anyone else?
So yeah, the hustle needs a reframe. Its fucking valuing yourself enough to get out there and be seen. Take action. Hustle and flow. Fully expressed. Fully Unapologetically Whole. Courageous. Resilient. A fucking love bomb. 💥♥️💥
The good kind.
Because, Woman. You have something to say. To contribute. To Express.
How true are you to your soul’s calling and the source-ry of your own heart and life?
Because if you don’t value the workings of your heart who will?
Ps. Are you joining us for Alchemy of the Heart??! 6 weeks online with me. Divining into to the mystery that is your achy breaky heart. Give it
a foundation. A structure. A focus. Some love.
You know, because you value it. And we need you in your heart….open wide, creating and pulsating with life.
🔥 activate the power of your heart to love into transfiguration, melting away contraction and opening up into more of who you truly are!
🔥 ignite your passion & purpose
🔥 unleash the ability to be wholly unattached while deeply compassionate with self and others
🔥 learn ancient creative alchemical tools for transmuting pain into gold (love, light, consciousness, prosperity, freedom)
🔥 cultivate the courage to live your life rooted in the heart, unapologetically
🔥 claim your leadership and sovereignty in the heart of love - being a conduit for love in *all* forms. Melting alway discord within and without.
🔥 be accountable to your heart
🔥 connect with your heart tribe
🔥 receive support for making necessary changes to align your life with heart.
🔥 release soul contracts karmic patterns codependent cords that keep you sourcing love from false sources
🔥 awaken and align the frequency of love and money, ground prosperity in the heart and open up more channels for abundance to flow through you, of you and to you.
🔥 open up the channels to receive your own love and the love of the Divine/Source/Creator/One
🔥 to truly embody love we must transmute anything getting in the way of the flow of the heart.
...with love.
This is the Initiation into the power of the heart. Aligning the heart + mind.
Ps. This is not for you if you are unwilling to be e-motionally & creatively responsible for what is showing up in the container of your sacred heart alchemical journey to transmute-- into power with love. It’s calling for your love and presence. Can you show up for you?
This is for you if you're ready to answer the call to empowering your own heart and creations claiming the authority of your soul in all the ways of your Self
WEEK 1: YOUR SOULS ENERGETIC BLUEPRINT AND PURPOSE: This is foundational for your journey. It will provide a potent container and compass you need for expanding into the love of your own heart and expressing it in the world. Without this peace, you may feel lost, ungrounded, directionless and
easily swayed by outside influences. (The Divine Father.)
WEEK 2: ACTIVATING THE LAW OF LOVE: Divine Neutrality (5D) Unconditional love, compassion beyond right and wrong a dualistic perspective (Divine Mother).
WEEK 3: CREATIVE ALCHEMY™: – learn creative alchemical tools for clearing your energy, evolving emotions and trauma patterns. Transforming shadow into LIGHT with paint.
WEEK 4: SACRED UNION of the Masculine/Feminine & Inner Family (Trinity) marriage of the spirit with the soul & body.
WEEK 5: AWAKENING THE VISION AND VOICE OF THE HEART to both lead and surrender.
WEEK 6: PASSION IN ACTION: What is next? Anchoring the Courage of the Heart
