BREAKING THE CYCLE OF SHAME: Reclaim your neediness + honor your desires.

 

I recently had a deep insight to a cycle of shame I had been carrying that was blocking me from consistently up-leveling in way I expected and knew I would.

 

I had a big request and up-level of sorts and support a bid for more creative potential, soul purpose and responsibility ...and I noticed a underlying pattern of self shaming driving a around in the background: it got louder and louder—of course —-so much so that I could not ignore. a subconscious pattern making a raucous in my mind...so loud that I knew it was in the exiting process that only growth and evolution can provide. It was on its way out.

 

As a true alchemist I surrendered to it with love and acceptance and curiosity-

there was shame grief and a sort of pattern of inner flagellation - a form of inward self abuse and attack so acidic so mighty that I knew love was the only way to melt its grip invite it to soften and transform.

 

Shame. Self blame. Guilt. Punish.meant.

(Love don’t live there anymore ...)

 

Then of course once the message was received the energy transmuted it shifted - in acceptance and hindsight I realized.

 

I was asking for more and felt shamed for my needs my desires

The little girl that did not feel worthy for more.

 

I was asking form my needs to be met and felt ashamed when they weren’t met in the timeframe requested.

 

I felt forsaken by God. Abandoned like a child. And in a shame cycle that was keeping me stuck in withholding my receiving - of divine inheritance because I had felt ashamed for my neediness.

 

And then of course shame for not having those needs met, proving to that old self identify program of unworthiness, then dying in the consciousness of now.

It triggered feelings of being unloved in my neediness, unworthy and uncared for or validated for even existing!

 

To exist means inherent neediness!

 

And then I realized this wasn’t about God at all. This was the emotional pattern I inherited that kept me from receiving in a bigger way—-at bay while I was still running in the background as a acidic emotional pattern in relation to self..

 

Boom 💥

 

The pattern resolved & dissolved like that.

The lesson received. The life-force reclaimed.

 

Love & acceptance is always always the anecdote to shame.

 

Shame can not live in the light of love. ✨♥️ ✨

 

Be the love. First and foremost to yourself (the sun/son)

 

I received the lesson, the energy, shifted the emotional pattern, while rewriting the belief that my needs worthy and valid, that I am seen, heard and prioritized (when first and foremost give these to myself)

 

Sometimes our demonstrations are just that—- initiations into greater creative abundance, clearing out the cobwebs of deep subconscious emotional karmic patterns that we GET to rewire for more creative flow.

 

Removing releasing rewiring the obstructions is part of our evolutionary leadership. Our soul’s purpose and passion and the key to our wealth and well being.

 

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