No one is coming to save you.

 

I want you to let this sink for a bit. NO one is coming to save you. Not your ‘father’ your ‘mother’ your partner, the government, your president, you doctor, your coach, your therapist, your church or temple or anything outside of you...

It’s up to you.

 

I used to have this very unhealthy dynamic where I would I was thriving then create a scenario where I needed to be rescued.

 

Maybe you can relate.

 

This was a deep unconscious karmic pattern that I was playing out and it was continuing to sabotage my success in pretty much every area of my life.

I would unconsciously need a man in my life to rescue me. The wounded little girl within me was trying to get an unmet need met from childhood, where my father would drop everything and make me a priority, saving the day… and I would feel, loved, cared for and protected even if for just a minute or two. It would prove to this younger part of me that I was worthy of his love.

 

It was deeply rooted in subconscious patterns and beliefs, even my religious up-bringing that a everything came from my ‘father’ in heaven. And that my father-- would save me. It was all a projection of course.

 

I share this to illustrate how powerful our subconscious beliefs, patterns and cycles block our creative flow, block our evolution and growth, block our love and fulfillment until we dive in, do the deeper work and set these patterns free.

 

This pattern was a symptom of a distorted belief system and it wasn’t working for me. It came with shame and layers of dis-empowerment and co+dependency. And then, I would project the same pattern on to all the men in my life--- I would create the cycle so they could prove their love to me and I would feel, worthy, safe, cared for, provided for and protected.

 

But it was all an illusion. I would create a scenario where I needed to be rescued in order to feel loved. It was deeply archetypal of the feminine wound in a patriarchal society. Because it gave these men purpose and heroism and kept me disempowered and disconnected from my own creative flow and wholeness.

 

I was seen as so empowered and strong and independent as a woman except for ---this one pattern. This pattern I kept hidden in denial and shame.

 

And the truth was I was over functioning in a lot of these areas and taking on energy and responsibilities in these relationships that were not mine—thinking that they were going to rescue me! The little girl did it in order to get love. It was learned. Of course-- it was a deeply subconscious belief and a result of a childhood wound, which created a belief about myself and love/life and behavioral pattern, and a karmic imprint that would keep creating the cycle in life. And it would get bigger and bigger until I looked at it. It was also manifesting to balance out the energy flow and show me where I was out of alignment, over giving, etc.

 

What I had to do was bring the pattern in to the light of love, love that wounded part (that little girl who had felt abandoned), healed the shame, the unmet need within myself and then show up for her. Claim her myself. Stop waiting for a man in my life to claim her and really show up for her within me. Therefore--- re-wiring the pattern, reclaiming the life force and setting the trauma free to create from a much more empowered place.

 

🔥❤️🔥 Love can not co+exist with shame, guilt or blame. 

(let this sink in, really sink in...)

 

This is healing on the quantum level.

This is quantum creativity. This is the deep alchemy of love within. And it actually happens instantly once you get the insight, the lesson. Take personal responsibility. Its a choice. Realize there is no one left to blame. No one to rescue you, but you and the love, source within you. You sacrifice the victim for the victor, the vixen and become your own savior. Activating, the savior within.

 

And then you re-program every aspect of your multi-dimensional being to anchor the shift. But you can’t just get it on the mental, intellectual plane. This is why old healing paradigms fall short. You must integrate it in the mental body, e-motional body, physical body, etheric body, etc.

 

That is why when I use painting as a transformational tool, it clears the patterns multi-dimensionally. And no one is doing anything to you…you are rewiring yourself. You are a temple of creative life force, healing gifts and Source energy. You just need to activate it. Embody it. And when you use the power of art to transform, it shifts. Once you do the work to shift your vibrational state within you, you create a new consciousness, frequency and state of being that begins to shift your outside world.

 

So you see this pattern is not just unique to me, it is also rooted in the dark (unconscious, shadow) feminine and masculine templates in the collective that we are being called to bring into consciousness and evolve at this time. You no longer have to be a slave to your patterns, or to anyone when you choose to take responsibility, evolve and heal, you set yourself and everyone around you free.

It is your choice. And the choice is a radical act of self-love.

 

This is co+creation.
This is the alchemy of love.
This is our revolution & evolution.

 

This is how we re-write our life.

 

I have done it, doing it and I can show you how.

 

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This is a journey of courage, love & heart with the power to quantum leap into a more loving, joy-filled, creative & abundant experience.

 

Imagine creating the next chapter in your life’s story as one that inspires you by taking creative control of your life force, re-writing your trauma stories, limited beliefs into empowered ones, transforming your e-motions, clearing & integrating karmic patterns & soul lessons so that you are equipped & ready to thrive!

 

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